This might be TMI, but I don't care. The fact that I don't care about what people think means most people don't understand me, but that is a whole other topic.
It's period eve. The day before. The day before I'm reminded for the 22nd time that I'm not having a baby. I know it's only 22 times. Alot have experienced it much longer than I have. But I find it hard every month because this is my life.
Last night I was looking at myself in the mirror. Wondering what it must feel like when your period doesn't come and you find out the good news. What it must feel like for your body to change to accomodate a human. A human you made.
I wonder.
So it's the night before. I'm feeling emotional and irritable. Hormones are at work.
1 comment:
This post made me teary. I want to cry but my husband is right next to me and I don't want to bring the mood down.
I feel for you.
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