Mad

I don't know what makes me more mad.

 

1. Finding out someone else is pregnant.  10th person in 2 months.

 

2. Finding out people have opinions about why you're not pregnant.  Number 1 opinion being because you're fat and "if she wants a baby so bad why doesn't she just lose weight, dah!". Go on, say it to my face, I dare you.

 

3. Getting my period for the 26th time when I don't want it, and getting a UTI at the same time.

 

4. Being ignored because people don't know what to say to you anymore because you're childless and it makes them feel uncomfortable and weird around you.

 

5. Finding out part of the reason some people ignore you is they think that all you ever think about is infertility and you live in a world of constant moaning and groaning and "oh whoa is me".

 

6. People telling you to be more positive. 

 

 

I really could go on.  I'm mad at the world today and I don't care.